Everything I said before always had an element of remorse,
And you’d feel it if you have some too.
All the vices I abhor ended up dissolving what I adore.
I spilled it, but I should’ve never let it absorb.
I’ve been a part of it when I knew better.
I let the teeth sink in; I gave it flavor.
I should have kept my skin away from danger.
It was so evident by the things you used to chew.
(Not Yet)The greater weight will always sink to the bottom.
The deeper that it goes the more that it’s true.
You’ll never lose the guilt, but I want to be there to witness when you do.
You’ll swing from broken neck and twisted collar;
You’re not cursed; the curse is you!
Make something up to conceal your own problem;
I’d expect that from you.
Got caught, the description fits, Thrown in the fire.
You can’t come clean of it with soap and water.
The glove and shoe both fit; You’re not a martyr!
A lie has truth to it, so people believe them both.
The history is told before it can unfold.
I gotta save a little bit, I’m gonna run away with my head on my shoulders.
I know I said I wouldn’t do it, but I have to try. I have to try.
I never beg, I’d rather sweat, I’m gonna runaway, brush the weight off my shoulders.
I never said my goodbyes, but now that can’t matter anymore.
Need I say anymore? I said I didn’t. You said I did.
Gotta get control of it before they take it over.
So I’m not looking over my shoulder.
I took it on the chin, might have stumbled a bit, but I’m stronger.
You talk about it, while I make a record!!
I am all I am! I have done all I can!